im not even keeping time anymore lmbo .

1 : this was last year & it was actually one of the first ever selcas i took . i liked it back then . I used to have such long hair but then I cut it (: i actually think this pic looks weird now lol …

2: Last year when I was Year 10 - Me & some of my best friends at school . OMG WE ALL LOOK SO YOUNG~~ & weird looking … our hairstyles & shiett >< wth were we on ? XD lool ohwell , we had some fun times last year ~ this was when we were getting to know each other better . now i think we know each other too well , they even tell me personal stuff that people should just keep to themselves lmao . & the weather was bad then . .

3: Me & some of my best friends earlier this year at the mall - what a change~ we dont look like that rn because we all seem to change our looks alot haha . we’re still dorky but we have more style now lol & this is also part of my dance crew - The Trogenz - [ pronounced Trojans , but we changed the spelling to make the Gen kinda stand for Generation (: ] I wanted to be called ProGen [ Pro Generation ] but we settled for Trogenz , because we invade & infect people with laughter & entertainment , like a Trojan virus , or well , lets say ’ The Trogen Virus ’ :D

4: This is what me & my 2 friends [ one of them is the one in Pic 3 with the pink scarf ] do during Maths . You can see we are very productive :3 lmao , this is probaly why i failed Algebra & Statistics …
idek what we were drawing , i think i was half asleep when i was doodling , but i still have this paper ^^

5 : me & my friends taking pictures on a MacBook after hanging out at Polyfest & the mall for the first time lol . we couldn’t post these pics up online because the laptops weren’t connected >< so i had to take photos with my phone lmbo . this day was pretty much the day we all realised we we’re all pretty much best friends :3 & we also realised who wasn”t our friend anymore , which was sad but thats life . This was back when i was pretty much the only girl aswell haha .

6: This pic because it’s from the camp i just went on & it was honestly , one of the best experiences i’ve ever had~ made heaps of new friends ~ so now i cant wait for camp next year~ the camp was just shorter than 3 days long . got there on Tuesday afternoon . We stuck in our school groups , we were pretty much dividing ourselves into our 4 school groups . Then we were split up into cabins & groups . In the end , we were all pretty much a family & we didn’t stick to our school groups anymore . then on Thursday afternoon , it was kind of hard saying goodbye to everyone , but we knew we were gonna meet each other in the future (:
Year 11 Tupuanga Camp was the best camp i’ve ever been to .
Also , My group that i was in , TOO SHARP , won the competition we had to get the most points . It was soo much fun & probably the highlight of my holidays / year :D
Songs that make me :
- Smile ; Dreaming - Scribe ; i still know the lyrics to this song + he’s a NZ singer / rapper (: this song inspired me when i was younger but it took me a while to actually realise the meaning . when this song came out i was 12 haha . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IkQ93MnTV84&ob=av2n
- Cry ; どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう? - TVXQ ; I love this song & all the emotion they put into it . it touches my heart everytime I hear it , & maybe since I’m a cassie makes me love this song more & more http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sP4A468sNTU
- Feel Good ; Feel Good Inc. - The Gorillaz ; haha well , yes it’s a coincidence but I LOVE THE GORILLAZ . The vibe of their music makes my happy inside like when I hear my Idol Biases talk in english or when I hear them sing a solo part of a song . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyHNuVaZJ-k&ob=av2e
- Dance ; No Stress - Laurent Wolf ; it may be because my friends did an isolation dance set to this song , or it may be the beat , but whatever it is , This song makes me dance . I was gonna put Miss A’s breathe here but i only dance to that song because i know the dance XD I dance to this song because the beat just talks to my body lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVRnMrl2oj8
it was all like
” BOO~ RAAAAARRRHAHAHAHAHAHAAA~ I SEE YOU FACE ~ /TOUCH “
so i killed it …
& there was also a spider earlier on aswell that looked exactly that same . that one was like
” HUHUHU IM ON YOUR CEILING~ HUHUHU GONNA WALK UPSIDE DOWN “
so i killed it … ><
im a monster …
But i honestly find it weird that i kill a spider , then about an hour later , a spider that looks exactly the same as the one i killed , just makes a little line to greet me in the face . I thought it was my hair falling out of place then i move my head & there it was … all ’ huhuhu i c u ‘ like =.=
Im Paranoid now so please dont judge ~
I never actually realised how much I got out of my recent camp . It was honestly the best experience I’ve had in my life so far . I met alot of new people that I wouldn’t actually talk to if I met them outside of camp . There was a good feeling throughout the camp , like , everyone was happy . Nobody hated it or anthing . It showed me that I have to have a positive attitude in everything I do & also that it’s important just to show up , & also that atleast 50% of your efforts is just showing up . If you say you’re going to show up , they’re only words until you do show up . So that helped me think more about school . I show up to school . I’m already going somewhere . The remaining 50% is working hard . I haven’t really been working too hard this year & it’s my first year of exams . I’m begining to feel like I’m letting myself down , because I know I can do SOO much better than just passing with Achieved. I could easily pass with Excellence if I worked harder . I challenged myself to take what I learnt from this camp , & apply it to my life . I’ve started to study more . I’ve started thinking in a more positive way about most things . & I’ve even started to think positive of myself & give myself compliments from time to time . It’s actually refreshing . Everyone should try it . I don’t feel like I’m being vain or narcissistic . I just find something I like about myself . It’s kind of difficult to begin with but once you find something you love about yourself , your attitude will change . The camp taught me that it’s okay to be you . You are beautiful . Everybody is beautiful - I believe this quote . Life is beautiful . Even though people do things that are bad , they are still a living being . They are human . Like you & me . I’ve learnt to treasure my life more . & I will always remember this lesson.
Also if you’re actually reading this ,
Thank You ♥ You are beautiful~ ♥ & I honestly mean it . Im not just saying it .
[I dont / didn’t expect anybody to read this but I just felt like writing something .]
Going through my iTunes . now listening to old visual kei , post-hardcore & dubstep ♥
Watching Fantastic Mr. Fox again …
idekw I like this movie lol
I havent even read the book before either .
LOL & honest to who I started to dougie to Brave Brothers ft Jay Park - I want to cry щ(゚д゚щ) - I blame my best friends & Jay LOL . Because of them I randomly dance all over the day >< hha but its good in a way I guess . I look up to Jay in Break dancing & some of my best friends are starting to learn how to BBoy [ since a large majority of them are guys ] & it’s really nice (:
I CAN’T BUY ANY MANGA OR ANIME~ D: T____T
Im gonna go all emotional & shiet coz i didn’t even make my panda kigurumi =_= .
Reasons why I think I’m gonna go emotional :
- my mum only gave me $10
- my dad will probably only give me 10
- NO PANDA KIGU T^T
- it costs $20 for adult or $17 for student [with id]
- I DO NOT HAVE ID SO THEY MAY CLASS ME AS ADULT EVEN THO I LOOK YOUNGER THAN I AM WHEN I GO TO THESE EXPOS.
- My hair has not been co-opperating with me lately & I lent my hair product to one of my best friends that I won’t see ‘till after 2 more days because I didn’t go with him & other friends to MCC yday & armageddon today D:
- I’m an emotional bitch lately .
- Hardly any sleep .
- just ending my red ninja .
- school has been really serious
- TUMBLR .
- I only have fluro pink skinny jeans . I
NEEDWant BLACK SKINNYS BUT THEY ARE FRIGGEN EXPENSIVE [ 50 FRICKEN BUX ]
but it will be my friend’s birthday when I go & wil be th 4th birthday in the length of 5 days , so I’m still looking forward to it hhas .
you’ve been warned
Got back home 2hrs ago .
Went to my best friend Chumani’s house last night & my friend Ana , who I haven’t seen since the beginning of this month came aswell . We were supposed to have a movie night but ended up talking ‘till 1am about an ex-friend . Then we went to bed & then woke up at around 8am . Then just after 9 we picked up my other 2 friends , Maggie & Louisa . It was Louisa’s 16th birthday & Chumani & Maggie bought her an 8GB MP3 player :3 Then we went to armageddon . We met up with our mate Locquahn [sp?] & just walked around looking at cosplayers & anime . THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE DRESSED AS CLOUD FROM FINAL FANTASY o: & people even cosplayed as some Vocaloid characters . I took a picture with a person that cosplayed as TOPH & was pretty much my highlight of the day . I hugged a person who cosplayed as Tidus & also Darth Vader lmbo . Also took photos with people cosplaying as Aang , Katara , several Narutos , characters from Star Trek & a FAKE C.I.A agent lols . Played on the PS3s for a while & then someone stole my best friends sword that she bought & that annoyed us like HELL . But then she calmed down & we got walking to go home . THENN we heard a commentator telling people to get ready for something , so we went & had a look . It was going to be a PILLOW FIGHT . I got confused & thought they were giving pillows away so I asked Louisa to get me one , so she got me one then all of a sudden we were getting pushed to the centre of the room & that was when i realised we were participating in the pillow fight & that the commentator was Matt Gibb , a national tv presenter . So we had our pillow fight & IT WAS SO . . INTENSE . I was running into random people , hitting them , getting hit & then for 10MINS straight it was like there were no worries in the world . Everybody was smiling , laughing & didn’t care about whoever hit them or whoever they hit . It was so fun . I thought I recognised a couple of faces & hit them LOL . then for the last minute me & my 3 friends [ Louisa gave up ] ganged up on Locquahn because he kept hitting us when we were hitting other people haha . then we took a group photo & finally went back to my best friends house . Me & Ana played a lil bit of guitar Hero there & had dinner & then we got dropped off home :3 we decided we we’re definately going to Cosplay next year & absolutely cannot wait ~
& now Im home & exhausted . There are alot of details I missed but cbf typing it all up because this is so long already [ sorry ] XD So yeah~ (:
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Also I now have 30 followers & I want to thank every single one of you & sorry for my extra long blog because I just had one of the best days this month / term .
& also thats 29 more followers than I ever thought I could get ♥
ps. I don’t know who I’m gonna cosplay as ><
she asked me to tell her a story about school . .
Mum- Tell me a story from school ~!
Me- I went to school … … that is all …
Mum- what ?? ANGEL THATS NOT FUNNY :L . GET A LIFE :L
Me- MY LIFE IS AT HOME … on tumblr …
OH THE FUN OF MY LIFE
its 3:21am & my mum got up to make herself breakfast …
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i should sleep coz i have school but i napped for alot of the day ><
ahhwell , my art teacher will understand ‘u’
but I don’t like Fireworks as much as I did when I was younger .
I’ve had some bad experiences but I think it’s just because my parents don’t really buy Fireworks anymore / won’t let me light the fireworks . + the next door neighbours are playing with my siblings & they’re all little kids … BUUT
Happy Diwali (:
I enjoy Diwali , Even though I’m not Indian / Hindi etc . hha , I went around school asking people I knew if they celebrate Diwali just so I could yell HAPPY DIWALI at them LMASOJAOSIF so weird , idek if you can say that .
but know you can I guess ^^
I like those cultural festivals [ thats if they aren’t my own culture because I’m too used to those ] ; like Latern Festival @ the beginning of the year + Moon Festival + Diwali .