im not even keeping time anymore  lmbo .

1 : this was last year & it was actually one of the first ever selcas i took . i liked it back then . I used to have such long hair but then I cut it (: i actually think this pic looks weird now lol …

2: Last year when I was Year 10 - Me & some of my best friends at school . OMG WE ALL LOOK SO YOUNG~~ & weird looking … our hairstyles & shiett >< wth were we on ? XD lool ohwell , we had some fun times last year ~ this was when we were getting to know each other better . now i think we know each other too well , they even tell me personal stuff that people should just keep to themselves lmao . & the weather was bad then . .

3: Me & some of my best friends earlier this year at the mall - what a change~ we dont look like that rn because we all seem to change our looks alot haha . we’re still dorky but we have more style now lol & this is also part of my dance crew - The Trogenz - [ pronounced Trojans , but we changed the spelling to make the Gen kinda stand for Generation (: ] I wanted to be called ProGen [ Pro Generation ] but we settled for Trogenz , because we invade & infect people with laughter & entertainment , like a Trojan virus , or well , lets say ’ The Trogen Virus ’ :D

4: This is what me & my 2 friends [ one of them is the one in Pic 3 with the pink scarf ] do during Maths . You can see we are very productive :3 lmao , this is probaly why i failed Algebra & Statistics …

idek what we were drawing , i think i was half asleep when i was doodling , but i still have this paper ^^

5 : me & my friends taking pictures on a MacBook after hanging out at Polyfest & the mall for the first time lol . we couldn’t post these pics up online because the laptops weren’t connected >< so i had to take photos with my phone lmbo . this day was pretty much the day we all realised we we’re all pretty much best friends :3 & we also realised who wasn”t our friend anymore , which was sad but thats life . This was back when i was pretty much the only girl aswell haha .

6: This pic because it’s from the camp i just went on & it was honestly , one of the best experiences i’ve ever had~ made heaps of new friends ~ so now i cant wait for camp next year~ the camp was just shorter than 3 days long . got there on Tuesday afternoon . We stuck in our school groups , we were pretty much dividing ourselves into our 4 school groups . Then we were split up into cabins & groups . In the end , we were all pretty much a family & we didn’t stick to our school groups anymore . then on Thursday afternoon , it was kind of hard saying goodbye to everyone , but we knew we were gonna meet each other in the future (:

Year 11 Tupuanga Camp was the best camp i’ve ever been to .

Also , My group that i was in , TOO SHARP , won the competition we had to get the most points . It was soo much fun & probably the highlight of my holidays / year :D

I never actually realised how much I got out of my recent camp . It was honestly the best experience I’ve had in my life so far . I met alot of new people that I wouldn’t actually talk to if I met them outside of camp . There was a good feeling throughout the camp , like , everyone was happy . Nobody hated it or anthing . It showed me that I have to have a positive attitude in everything I do & also that it’s important just to show up , & also that atleast 50% of your efforts is just showing up . If you say you’re going to show up , they’re only words until you do show up . So that helped me think more about school . I show up to school . I’m already going somewhere . The remaining 50% is working hard . I haven’t really been working too hard this year & it’s my first year of exams . I’m begining to feel like I’m letting myself down , because I know I can do SOO much better than just passing with Achieved. I could easily pass with Excellence if I worked harder . I challenged myself to take what I learnt from this camp , & apply it to my life . I’ve started to study more . I’ve started thinking in a more positive way about most things . & I’ve even started to think positive of myself & give myself compliments from time to time . It’s actually refreshing . Everyone should try it . I don’t feel like I’m being vain or narcissistic . I just find something I like about myself . It’s kind of difficult to begin with but once you find something you love about yourself , your attitude will change . The camp taught me that it’s okay to be you . You are beautiful . Everybody is beautiful - I believe this quote . Life is beautiful . Even though people do things that are bad , they are still a living being . They are human . Like you & me . I’ve learnt to treasure my life more . & I will always remember this lesson.

Also if you’re actually reading this ,

Thank You ♥ You are beautiful~ ♥ & I honestly mean it . Im not just saying it .

[I dont / didn’t expect anybody to read this but I just felt like writing something .]

I wish there was an Armageddon Expo every weekend .

Armageddon is the best week ends of my life because its my best friend’s birthday & me & my friends walk around hugging cosplayers & taking photos of things .

I think its the only time where we can be completely random & nobody thinks it’s weird . Also where I can get my geek on & stalk cosplayers like they were actual characters , talk to my guy mates about games & anime for the whole day & meet up with old friends & It wont be awkward ♥

FUCK THIS SHIT IM FUCKING FAILING RN BUT IDEK ANYMORE ><

OMFGG honestly im so close but not enough timeeeeee~~~

ohlawd y u no help me when i ask ??? … . .

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

looks like im wearing my black skinnys to paintball ~~!!!!fbaoihbfpaodifboid omfggg ,

i have no suitable clothes for this activity ><

HEY FOLLOWERS sorry for the crappy quality but HELLLLLOOOOOOO~~~

& this is my stupid self wearing my fricken paintballin clothes .

DOES PAINT STAIN BLACK SKINNYS ??

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

aiseghaodgua i dont have time to find suitable clothes because my best friends gonna pick me up soon & i dont want to make her wait >< damdamdam

NEVERMIND MY DADS MAKING ME TAKE TRACK SUIT PANTS …

but im still wearing my skinnys todaay ;D

so . yesterday after my epic day out with friends & paintball …

I found out my old Music teacher passed away . The cause being the same cancer that my nana died from earlier on this year .

They were both really good people who didn’t deserve to go how they did .

My nana died only 3 weeks after the doctors told us that she had it . t5he funeral was beautiful & over 500 people attended the funeral T^T it made me realise how much people cared about her & just how much of a good person she was .

He lived longer with the cancer than my nana did . I think for the last 3 years maybe . Ever since I started at this school . He had an awesome personality & was funny aswell . He was a really cool person , he also supported my band everytime we’d come in to use the band room . He played viola . It was his passion . & now im regretting that I gave up on Viola . I was just a lazy child .

But I’ve made it my goal to take up Viola again next year so by the time im Year 13 , in 2012 , I’ll be able to play a duet with my friend who is a violinist , dedicated to Him , my nana & everyone who has been / knows somebody that was or still is affected by cancer .

But from all this , I’ve learnt that I really do have to live life to the fullest & do whatever the hell I want to do but also that cancer can hit anybody at anytime .

That’s Just Life Really .

it’s 1:14am >< so hungryy .

Tumblr is making it so hard for me to leave home for extended periods of time . gonna be extra hard for me in January when I go for a 9-10 day family ‘holiday’ .

OHYEH , I have, like, 53 followers now so since thats 52 followers more than I ever expected you cannnnnn … well , I dont have any awesomely fantastic GIFs rn so just look at this random picture I am going to randomly choose & appreciate it :3

OKAY APPRECIATE THAT PICTURE . I COLOURED IT IN MYSELF ON MY GAMEBOY ADVANCED EMULATOR . IT’S VERY SPECIAL TO ME JUST LIKE THOSE 52+1+(x)PPL [:

And for a long personal text post containing really bad punctuation , grammar & expletives about my friends & JaeJoong / Jaebeom / Yonghwa look alike experience with a friend & his picture and all that rn just click read more (: warning . it is long , idem if you just skip all the writing to get to the photo lol .

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WOOT . last exam DONE & DUSTED ;D
lol I kept falling asleep >< & circling wrong answers [I CIRCLED FUCKING OR WHEN IT CAME TO ’ A OR B ‘ QUESTIONS . FUCKING LOL] & daydreaming -.-‘
I kept worrying about things [except my exam XD] while i was dozing off lol
kept on worrying about korea , then the miners stuck in the mine , then all these other random thoughts came into my head & then I made myself concentrate for a while haha

then i was playing Blitter Boy in my head for about 30mins . I got so far LOOOL it seemed like i was actually playing it & my eyes were open LOL barely i guess tho =__=

sleep deprivation is not good at all .

Im actually not expecting to pass alot of my exams . Iunno whats been up with me this year [tumblr lol] but my grades & concentration aren’t like what they were like last year . I mean , I’m passing classes & all & im happy about that , its just . I know i can do better . I think I’ve just lost motivation .

So next year , I’m gonna stay more motivated & reach my goal to go to an Art College & get my Bachelor / degree in Fine Arts ^^

  YES SENSEI~ . I CAN DO IT ~ lol

Or just do fashion or hairdressing :3

So now i’m still tired but I’m hungry so I’m gonna eat , play Blitter Boy irl on my PS2 & sleep (:

oh & I tried on th senior uniform today [NEXT YEAR I’LL BE AN ACTUAL SENIOR [yr12] & NON OF THIS SENIOR WEARING JUNIOR UNIFORM SHIT LOL] . It looks ugly LOOOL .

Long black skirt + white [pretty much see through] blouse ><

AOISFHAOSFNAOIangiuahdegfiqadgadgSFHSuae im so gonna wear just my bra / singlet underneath & freak out my friends LOOOL they dont believe i have boobs to support :L thats what happens when you’re a tomboy hanging out with guys 7/5 lol .

well , it just hit me . .

i haz duh 80 followers . hearts for everyone , srsly 

79 more than i thought i would ever get ;__;

so i feel like sharing some random GIFs to express how I’m feeling rn haha

couple more lol …

[credits to the owners . I do not own unless stated]

TYSFM guise lol [kk sorry , had to use a mychonny pic aswell :3 haha]

gdi woman im tryna read some yaoi- i mean Manga & you keep walking in ><

WTH LADY , SLEEP ~~~~!

My friends have lives & theres nothing I really want to or need to do rn ㅠ_ㅠ

So I’m just gonna put my links up here , just in case anybody else is bored -__-

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honestly guys . I usually don’t do this but ;___; im bored … 

or you can just laugh at me & my loner-ness or whatever ;_;

okay . i hate it when people comment on my name .

i just got this message on fb from this guy that goes to my school that i have never met before & its was like

“ sweet thnks angel haha wada pr . . “

& once i saw that ‘P’ next to the ‘R’ i was just like this in my head

& before that he said he didnt know my name was Angel …

lolol that was okay tho coz i dont expect people to know my name since I go by different Alias’ at school ;D IM AN UNDERCOVER BITCH MAN .

but now he probably knows who I am … coz , y’know , when you find someones fb or something & you know they go to your school or something like that you cant just look at their info . . you gotta look at their photos & shit … or maybe thats just me o___e …

OH WELL TIME TO CHANGE SCHOOLS *jkjk

but yeh … i dont find my name pretty or anything . .

i actually find my name is … Plain lolol even tho im the only Angel at my school rn I still find my name is just uninteresting >< ahaha .

whenever people say somehing about my name im just like

” LOLWUT ? OKAY THANKS >_> ” coz y’know … my name does bring alot of expectations & shit . like when i swear infront of someone new for that first time they’re alway like ” OH MY GOD ANGEL , YOU SWEAR ???! “

gdi MY NAME IS ANGEL . THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM AN ANGEL .

anywaaayyyyy … thats my last personal  post for today lolol .