im not even keeping time anymore lmbo .
1 : this was last year & it was actually one of the first ever selcas i took . i liked it back then . I used to have such long hair but then I cut it (: i actually think this pic looks weird now lol …
2: Last year when I was Year 10 - Me & some of my best friends at school . OMG WE ALL LOOK SO YOUNG~~ & weird looking … our hairstyles & shiett >< wth were we on ? XD lool ohwell , we had some fun times last year ~ this was when we were getting to know each other better . now i think we know each other too well , they even tell me personal stuff that people should just keep to themselves lmao . & the weather was bad then . .
3: Me & some of my best friends earlier this year at the mall - what a change~ we dont look like that rn because we all seem to change our looks alot haha . we’re still dorky but we have more style now lol & this is also part of my dance crew - The Trogenz - [ pronounced Trojans , but we changed the spelling to make the Gen kinda stand for Generation (: ] I wanted to be called ProGen [ Pro Generation ] but we settled for Trogenz , because we invade & infect people with laughter & entertainment , like a Trojan virus , or well , lets say ’ The Trogen Virus ’ :D
4: This is what me & my 2 friends [ one of them is the one in Pic 3 with the pink scarf ] do during Maths . You can see we are very productive :3 lmao , this is probaly why i failed Algebra & Statistics …
idek what we were drawing , i think i was half asleep when i was doodling , but i still have this paper ^^
5 : me & my friends taking pictures on a MacBook after hanging out at Polyfest & the mall for the first time lol . we couldn’t post these pics up online because the laptops weren’t connected >< so i had to take photos with my phone lmbo . this day was pretty much the day we all realised we we’re all pretty much best friends :3 & we also realised who wasn”t our friend anymore , which was sad but thats life . This was back when i was pretty much the only girl aswell haha .
6: This pic because it’s from the camp i just went on & it was honestly , one of the best experiences i’ve ever had~ made heaps of new friends ~ so now i cant wait for camp next year~ the camp was just shorter than 3 days long . got there on Tuesday afternoon . We stuck in our school groups , we were pretty much dividing ourselves into our 4 school groups . Then we were split up into cabins & groups . In the end , we were all pretty much a family & we didn’t stick to our school groups anymore . then on Thursday afternoon , it was kind of hard saying goodbye to everyone , but we knew we were gonna meet each other in the future (:
Year 11 Tupuanga Camp was the best camp i’ve ever been to .
Also , My group that i was in , TOO SHARP , won the competition we had to get the most points . It was soo much fun & probably the highlight of my holidays / year :D
3 things i like about a person are
- Personality - I mean this , if I don’t like your personality or attitude then I probably won’t like you . if you lie then thats also an automatic minus 234927429346892 points
- Intelligence - I don’t mean to come off as a know-it-all but if we aren’t around the same IQ level / intelligence level then i don’t really wanna talk to you that much . It’s not that im stuck up or think that im smarter , its just , i don’t wanna have to explain everything i talk about , you know (: I like deep conversations & if we can’t end it with a good joke or something to think about then what were we really talking about …
- Appearance - Appearance is a pretty big factor to me . I know everybody is beautiful in their own ways but you know , your appearance can make a big difference on how people see you . Like , I don’t feel attracted to people who dress , well , not so good in public all the time . People like other people who dress smart & neat . You don’t have to have the most beautiful face on the planet , & neither do you have to buy brands all the time , but it’s about how you represent yourself to others (: If you represent yourself in a good way , people will see you in a good way . If you go around flashing parts of your body that should be covered up . . thats just taking things to a different level …
1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK0OWAXTSdMCommunity Channel - Error ^^this video / any video by Community Channel always makes me smile (:
2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8E5jkEdqxWwDaniel Cloud Campos - Face smash .HIS VIDEOS ARE AMAZING / FUNNY / make me happy ^^
these aren’t the only videos that make me smile though (:
i feel like this nearly every day .
His lips, his lips, I could kiss them all day if he let me~
His laugh, his laugh, he hates but I think it’s so sexy~
He’s so beautiful, and I tell him everyday~
When I see your face, there’s not a thing that I would change~
Coz’ you’re amazing, just the way you are~
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while~
Coz’ boy you’re amazing, just the way you are <3
I never actually realised how much I got out of my recent camp . It was honestly the best experience I’ve had in my life so far . I met alot of new people that I wouldn’t actually talk to if I met them outside of camp . There was a good feeling throughout the camp , like , everyone was happy . Nobody hated it or anthing . It showed me that I have to have a positive attitude in everything I do & also that it’s important just to show up , & also that atleast 50% of your efforts is just showing up . If you say you’re going to show up , they’re only words until you do show up . So that helped me think more about school . I show up to school . I’m already going somewhere . The remaining 50% is working hard . I haven’t really been working too hard this year & it’s my first year of exams . I’m begining to feel like I’m letting myself down , because I know I can do SOO much better than just passing with Achieved. I could easily pass with Excellence if I worked harder . I challenged myself to take what I learnt from this camp , & apply it to my life . I’ve started to study more . I’ve started thinking in a more positive way about most things . & I’ve even started to think positive of myself & give myself compliments from time to time . It’s actually refreshing . Everyone should try it . I don’t feel like I’m being vain or narcissistic . I just find something I like about myself . It’s kind of difficult to begin with but once you find something you love about yourself , your attitude will change . The camp taught me that it’s okay to be you . You are beautiful . Everybody is beautiful - I believe this quote . Life is beautiful . Even though people do things that are bad , they are still a living being . They are human . Like you & me . I’ve learnt to treasure my life more . & I will always remember this lesson.
Also if you’re actually reading this ,
Thank You ♥ You are beautiful~ ♥ & I honestly mean it . Im not just saying it .
[I dont / didn’t expect anybody to read this but I just felt like writing something .]